Diary In The Hand of: Larxene

Sometimes you just wanna punch somebody in the frickin face. I mean really, they are so annoying, you just feel the undeniable urge to go and make their noses bleed. That's always fun.
Oh, right. I forgot. I"m Larxene...number freaking XII in the Organization. Haha, XII out of XII Just because I'm last doesn't mean I'm not powerful. I could easily beat the hell out of any of those stupid idiots above me. Lightning was the thing I controlled the best, even though I had all those men wrapped around my finger...heh. Yeah, knives appear in my fingers, it's pretty damn awesome. Be jealous. I don't ask, I tell!

Anyways, back to what I was saying. The reason I'm so pissed is because of this guy. That little...ugh! I don't get him....no...UGH it makes me so mad!! One second I can read him like Zexion's STUPID dictionary, but the next....he's all "ooh look at me I'm mysterious!" My feelings for him are....well technically they should be non existent. Let me explain this to your primitive brains...if you have one. We are Nobodies, all of us in this stupid Organization. We died. Yeah....our Original Selves died. But because they had strong wills or whatever, we were born. "Superior" (aka Xemmy) changed my name to Larxene....y'know all he did was add an 'X' and mix the letters around. Ooh, he's smart. Pfft. So...yeah, we don't possess emotions. Yet...what is retarded is what happens to me when he comes around.... My breath kinda....catches in my chest, like the oxygen has been sucked out. (That's a good idea for torture...I'll remember that.)

He's got these....super green eyes. They sorta...well, capture you and stuff. Don't get me wrong, he's an obnoxious, stuck up douche, yet I haven't killed him yet. Huh. I don't know....some weird force must be stopped me. His annoying level is OFF THE CHARTS and yet I haven't even shot any bolts at him yet...again, weird. He's got this bright red hair, and it sticks out like some weird mutated hedgehog. When he turns to the side, his head look like either it's huge or that the wind raped his hair. I don't know...it doesn't bother me. This stupid confusion...emotion...how stupid. It made me mad. Okay so maybe I feel anger annoyance and stuff but c'mon....no...just no. Anything other than that is weakness....right? I'm not sure about him yet.

Yesterday he came up to me and said. "The name's Axel, got it memorized?"
I got so pissed at his cocky smile I summoned my weapon,kicked him into the wall, and put my knives to his neck. "Talk to me like that again and these will go through your neck"  
He smirked like the jerk he was and made a kind of awkward nod, as to not get stabbed in the throat. "Yes ma'am!"

I don't know....until I learn more about the World I live on, I'll keep my distance. ("The World That Never Was" wow, that's not a mouthful or anything. Way to be overly original, Mansex....I mean Xemnas)

A few days after Axel talked to me for the first time, we were in a meeting with the others. This one creepy guy, Marluxia, was looking at me with robin blue eyes. When Xemmy left the room I flipped him off and used the corridor of darkness to get to my room. I could hear that useless idiot Demyx's annoying laugh. A few seconds later he came in without even using the door! That piece of shit held a freaking FLOWER in his hand and smiled all confidently. I mean what the hell?! His hair was PINK!

He was like "Greetings, Number XII, I'm Marluxia, Number XI."
I just stared at him. "Hey. Get out. ....Now"

He stared like some dumb idiot (well I mean duh, he is) and he took a step towards me. "Don't be so rude, Number XII"

And just as I was about to kick him through the door into Saix's room, who else but Axel popped in. I was thinking: 'People...GET OUT OF MY ROOM!' He looked all confident and waved. "HELLO!"  I mean what the hell?!

"Marluxia! I think Lexaeus wanted to talk to you about him being allergic to flowers? Serious.business. I mean whoa, he actually approached ME and talked."

Marluxia's eyes widened and he quickly left. Then it was just me and Axel. We sort of stared each other down and then he smirked. "This is where you thank me"
What a douche bag. "Well I'm not going to, you dunce."
"Did you just say 'dunce?"
"SHUT UP and get out!"

Yet he just didn't leave! For a second, we stared into each other's eyes...which is REALLY  corny, I know, shut your mouth. Then all of the sudden I found myself walking towards him and putting my mouth by his ear. "Watch yourself, Mr. Axel"  I honestly have no idea why I said that...seriously no freaking idea. It seemed to do something to him, 'cuse when I pulled back, his green eyes were sharp and his pupils were freakin huge, like he was trying to see in the dark. All of the sudden he just...left, without a word.

I have a feeling that if I say some stuff like that, I could pretty much control Axel. I'll admit....he's pretty fun to toy with.